Assalamualaikum
I did something wrong. I know my parents will be worry bout me staying here. My mum doesn't want me to stay here to long. She prefer me staying at her parents house. Even if ayah doesn't mind me staying here, but I mind. I know I can't stay here too long. People will not appregiate it. Even I knew that from the beginning. I didn't regret my decision. But, I should've pass. Mungkin tak ada rezeki lagi. Sorry I make you sad and disappointed you mummy. I didn't mean it. I've been doing my very best all this way. I hope you're not mad at me. Sorry I wasted your money ayah. On the next test, I'll do better. Sorry mummy and ayah :(
Sincerely, your daughter.
Feb 21, 2013
Feb 7, 2013
A story to start
Bismillah ,
Assalamualaikum :)
It was still in 2012 when I last posted on this blog of mine.
Sekarang dah 2013 pun kan. Better start fresh :) nothing's better than a fresh start. Before this, ada je masa nak update blog and everything, cuma malas and takde mood je bila nak buat entry baru. So, Dari nak post terus tak jadi. Sebab bila fikir nak post entry je, mesti kena type banyak and bila dah start typing, payah sikit nak stop.
Macam now, Cuba tengok banyak mana merepeknya. Haha
Honestly, tak tahu nak cakap dekat siapa. Since my best friend probably would never talk to me again. And i pretty much sucks when it comes to keep-in-touch with all my friends. So, I figured. I can write in here. Lama sangat tak tulis blog, hampir terlupa ada blog.
How to start eh? How bout, a pathetic start? Boleh la kan. Buat masa sekarang, semua 95's tengah tunggu result Spm yang menyeramkan tu keluar. Adam cakap on the 20th March. Ada la dalam sebulan lagi kan? Semua mesti dah apply UPU kan? Hmm, semua mesti dah fikir nak buat apa next kan? Amazingly, aku tak fikir apa2 lagi so far. UPU pun tak apply lagi. Tak tahu nak apply macam mana. Since mummy nak buat semua for me. I ikot saja la. bukan selalu mummy nak tolong untuk stuff like this. And I'm loving it so much. ThankQ so many many much mummy. I love you. Always and forever. I really hope you know I appreciated everything mummy. :)
Okay, that's a head start. I have no one to talk to now. That's the good thing. You know why? Because , bila dah tak ada kawan nak bercakap and share stuff , I banyak habiskan masa dengan family. Instead of friends, I akan cerita dekat my sisters, my parents and always Allah. Allah is always the best listener right? Alhamdulillah, my life now might be lacking of friends, but, it's almost perfect.
And Im very grateful :)
Okay, bila dah habis sekolah ni, I pretty much have nothing to do. So, I decided untuk ambil license dekat kampung, Perlis. So, since early of this year, aku dah stay dekat kampung till pertengahan February la kot. Lama kan? Banyak benda yang tak boleh nak cope masa mula2. As a spoiled child, I manja dengan family walaupun anak sulung. I home sick. Sangat teruk. Sampai bila mummy called je dengar suara dia and adik2 je I menangis. Tak boleh tahan. Teruk ni, macam mana la nanti nak sambung belajar kan? InshaAllah, harap dapat yang dekat2 je. Boleh selalu balik rumah. Kemaskini rumah. Can't really rely on ayah when it comes to our house.
Bila ambil license ni, Alhamdulillah, motor yang tak boleh bawak and tak reti, jadi boleh bawak. Bersyukur sangat sangat. Pusingan lapan, jambatan kecik tu, and jalan sempit tu pun dah better. Alhamdulillah . Kereta, tak payah cakap la. since before bawak auto, manual agak jam la. tapi Alhamdulillah boleh Juga. Better. Much better. :) okay. Ni la Time nak cerita about my feelings. Tapi nak cerita sikit je kot. Is not necessary anyways. It's not like people read right.
Few days back. And a week back. I've been great! Alhamdulillah. But, there's someone who amazingly can steal my attention by doing nothing. Just a country boy. No cute. None smoker. And I knew almost nothing bout him. But, the past few days was weird. As if he knew I was looking or whatever. Damn weird. And on Wednesday, that's my last day there sebelum Chinese New Year, there, and that's when I made my mind about everything. And yang paling pelik, bila aku tengok dia ni, aku lupa pasal orang yang aku selalu terfikir, Farouk.
Ok. That's all yang boleh cerita. The rest is mine. I was happy and excited. He was nice. So nice. I'm glad things happened. And I'm glad that I'm always on the positive side. You guys should tu. just because you THINK you can't archive something, doesn't mean you really can't. And doesn't mean you have to be negative about it. Ya'know. That's all for now, inshaAllah. Will be updating about anything and maybe about the boy. Wallahhualam. Thanks for dropping by. Till then, assalamualaikum :)
XOXO
Arina Hawa
Assalamualaikum :)
It was still in 2012 when I last posted on this blog of mine.
Sekarang dah 2013 pun kan. Better start fresh :) nothing's better than a fresh start. Before this, ada je masa nak update blog and everything, cuma malas and takde mood je bila nak buat entry baru. So, Dari nak post terus tak jadi. Sebab bila fikir nak post entry je, mesti kena type banyak and bila dah start typing, payah sikit nak stop.
Macam now, Cuba tengok banyak mana merepeknya. Haha
Honestly, tak tahu nak cakap dekat siapa. Since my best friend probably would never talk to me again. And i pretty much sucks when it comes to keep-in-touch with all my friends. So, I figured. I can write in here. Lama sangat tak tulis blog, hampir terlupa ada blog.
How to start eh? How bout, a pathetic start? Boleh la kan. Buat masa sekarang, semua 95's tengah tunggu result Spm yang menyeramkan tu keluar. Adam cakap on the 20th March. Ada la dalam sebulan lagi kan? Semua mesti dah apply UPU kan? Hmm, semua mesti dah fikir nak buat apa next kan? Amazingly, aku tak fikir apa2 lagi so far. UPU pun tak apply lagi. Tak tahu nak apply macam mana. Since mummy nak buat semua for me. I ikot saja la. bukan selalu mummy nak tolong untuk stuff like this. And I'm loving it so much. ThankQ so many many much mummy. I love you. Always and forever. I really hope you know I appreciated everything mummy. :)
Okay, that's a head start. I have no one to talk to now. That's the good thing. You know why? Because , bila dah tak ada kawan nak bercakap and share stuff , I banyak habiskan masa dengan family. Instead of friends, I akan cerita dekat my sisters, my parents and always Allah. Allah is always the best listener right? Alhamdulillah, my life now might be lacking of friends, but, it's almost perfect.
And Im very grateful :)
Okay, bila dah habis sekolah ni, I pretty much have nothing to do. So, I decided untuk ambil license dekat kampung, Perlis. So, since early of this year, aku dah stay dekat kampung till pertengahan February la kot. Lama kan? Banyak benda yang tak boleh nak cope masa mula2. As a spoiled child, I manja dengan family walaupun anak sulung. I home sick. Sangat teruk. Sampai bila mummy called je dengar suara dia and adik2 je I menangis. Tak boleh tahan. Teruk ni, macam mana la nanti nak sambung belajar kan? InshaAllah, harap dapat yang dekat2 je. Boleh selalu balik rumah. Kemaskini rumah. Can't really rely on ayah when it comes to our house.
Bila ambil license ni, Alhamdulillah, motor yang tak boleh bawak and tak reti, jadi boleh bawak. Bersyukur sangat sangat. Pusingan lapan, jambatan kecik tu, and jalan sempit tu pun dah better. Alhamdulillah . Kereta, tak payah cakap la. since before bawak auto, manual agak jam la. tapi Alhamdulillah boleh Juga. Better. Much better. :) okay. Ni la Time nak cerita about my feelings. Tapi nak cerita sikit je kot. Is not necessary anyways. It's not like people read right.
Few days back. And a week back. I've been great! Alhamdulillah. But, there's someone who amazingly can steal my attention by doing nothing. Just a country boy. No cute. None smoker. And I knew almost nothing bout him. But, the past few days was weird. As if he knew I was looking or whatever. Damn weird. And on Wednesday, that's my last day there sebelum Chinese New Year, there, and that's when I made my mind about everything. And yang paling pelik, bila aku tengok dia ni, aku lupa pasal orang yang aku selalu terfikir, Farouk.
Ok. That's all yang boleh cerita. The rest is mine. I was happy and excited. He was nice. So nice. I'm glad things happened. And I'm glad that I'm always on the positive side. You guys should tu. just because you THINK you can't archive something, doesn't mean you really can't. And doesn't mean you have to be negative about it. Ya'know. That's all for now, inshaAllah. Will be updating about anything and maybe about the boy. Wallahhualam. Thanks for dropping by. Till then, assalamualaikum :)
XOXO
Arina Hawa
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